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Tue, Aug. 15th, 2006, 06:00 pm
Khazarti

Well, I'm back.

I'm sick, deaf in one ear (thank you, airline travelling), and have a sixpack from coughing and crying too much. But I'm back.

...Back? Wtf does that mean?

Let me say that, guess what, kids, this summer has made me realise just how few friends I have here.
I have made lifelong friends in the US and Israel this summer, and we love each other absolutely and unconditionally.

How many of you are really that there for me?


Which leads me to the conclusion:
After university, I plan to work in Argentina or Mexico with their Jewish communities for some time, and get my acting/writing career on the move. And then, I plan on making aliyah.

I want to leave the United States. I hate it here. All these horrible memories.
Israel meant so much. I won't even begin to detail it here. I'm probably going to post my journal entries (written ones), but they're most likely going to be private. Just for me. You know.

Israel is hard to describe. It's so different from the United States, and yet some things are fundamentally the same. All I know is, I felt something there I've never felt for any other place. Which is why I don't belong in this country ever again.

It sucks to be back. That's all I can say.

Another thing. I am now ba'al t'shuvah.
This means, more or less, "husband of the return".
In Jew terms, this means I'm going Orthodox, leaving my Reconstructionist past.
So, yes. I'm Orthodox.
Thought I'd get that out there.
Don't be shocked when you see me.
My love to Devon, Addison, Rachel, Rachael; anyone who's supported me through the summer.

Best,
Matt

Wed, Aug. 16th, 2006 02:10 am (UTC)
crazywhtchick

Mattyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 02:16 am (UTC)
masterofreality

I SAWED YOU TODAY.

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 02:59 am (UTC)
crazywhtchick

i noes...it was really sweet
lollzers

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 03:50 am (UTC)
masterofreality

Were those two schvartzes your escorts?

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 04:10 am (UTC)
crazywhtchick

hElLz yEuH Bi0tCh!!

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 11:39 pm (UTC)
masterofreality

Oh, you pimp.

Wed, Aug. 16th, 2006 02:44 am (UTC)
_softpaw_

I have a hell of a lot of respect for you, Matt.

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 02:16 am (UTC)
masterofreality

Thank you so much. I need to see you ASAP before I leave for Boston, I miss you, Michaelson.

Wed, Aug. 16th, 2006 02:45 am (UTC)
foodtastesgood

welcome home matt!

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 02:17 am (UTC)
masterofreality

Thanks dearie.

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 11:39 pm (UTC)
masterofreality

And I'm so sorry to hear about your grandmother. My condolences.

Wed, Aug. 16th, 2006 04:46 am (UTC)
staryplights

wow, sounds overwhelmingly amazing. im so happy for you and obscenely jealous, especially since you're so confident in where you want to be in the future. mazel tov. ♥

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 02:17 am (UTC)
masterofreality

I wished you could have been there. You'd have fit in so pristinely. And, ohemgee, you'd have gotten so much ass lip RESPECT!

Wed, Aug. 16th, 2006 07:17 am (UTC)
dramaqueen_erin

Welcome back!

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 02:17 am (UTC)
masterofreality

Thank you.

Wed, Aug. 16th, 2006 07:28 am (UTC)
i_think_iyq

welcome home!
anddd you know that i'm here for youuuuu!

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 02:18 am (UTC)
masterofreality

I knowz it. Hey are you coming to religious school next year?

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 06:39 am (UTC)
i_think_iyq

FOSHO, I mean c'mon now, isn't that what all the cool people do?

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006 11:39 pm (UTC)
masterofreality

I thought that was cocaine?


Kidding. Just kidding.

Sat, Aug. 19th, 2006 03:51 am (UTC)
i_think_iyq

pffft kidding my asssss.....jk
so are you gonna do it?

Mon, Aug. 21st, 2006 01:28 am (UTC)
masterofreality

Cocaine? Uhhhhh.


And religious school? Woman, I'm already signed up. My Orthodox ass can trash talk the rest of yez.